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=) [May 12, 2007 @ 12:47am]
[ music | Gwen Stefani - 4 in the morning ]

I'd go lesbo for Gwen Stefani.
Seriously!
I mean, c'mon.. look at her! -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZ3toP0PH8k
Damn.
Hehehe. Anyways, i'm still straight. So no commotions here. Hahaha.

Got some good stuff too.. I'm just too sleepy to write here. Maybe tomorrow. :)

Let's just say I'm h-a-p-p-y-happy.

:D

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month-end report [April 28, 2007 @ 2:49pm]
[ music | regina spektor - fidelity ]

update, update!

for the past few weeks i've been craving for an internet connection. haha. it's that bad that our dial-up makes me giddy and jumpy already.

oo na. wala kasi akong internet sa office.

anyways. what has been happening lately? nothing much, kung tutuusin. weekdays i just go to work before 8am, pretend i'm busy between 8 to 12. have lunch at 12noon. kill time til it's 1pm. then pretend i'm busy again til it's 5pm. i don't get to leave office at exactly 5pm though, kahit na sabihing wala akong ginagawa. nakakahiya kasi minsan tumayo knowing na yung teammates ko are too busy with what their doing. :)

been working there for 2 weeks already. first week was rough. second week was almost the same. i havent come out of my shell, sabi nga nung isang girl don. hahaha. believe me, you dont wanna see me out of it.

jussst kidding.

i wanna be busy. i wanna get loaded with work. hmmm, scratch that. i don't. haha. i wanna be productive. yun na lang. basta. i wanna get my mind off some things that bother me a lot lately aka kabaliwan, katopakan, katipusan, kabalbalan, kachurvahan, at ka-kung ano ano pa-han.

why can't i be normal?

anywaaaaaaaaaaaay.

i was on leave yesterday coz it was my sister's wedding. it. was. grrreat. teared my eyes quite a few times pero nonetheless it was fun. im really happy for her.. she finally got to the peak! and shempre, the maid of honor that i was, almost everybody asked me -- ikaw hija, kelan ka?

ay jusko po.

instead of telling them na "major brain repair po muna bago ako umabot sa ganyan", i just gave them smiles.

baka humaba pa kasi ang usapan. hehehe.

can't wait for monday!! i'm back to being paid. ;)

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Birthday Song by Ben Lee is awesome. [April 06, 2007 @ 4:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]

so it's good friday today...i've got not much to do.

i feel a little guilty though for not going to the church (which we anually do here). guess it's the weather -- it's. just. too. hot.

speaking of hot, we're planning to go to the beach on sunday. girls, we have got to do it! hihi. why am i so excited?

oh oh.. and on tuesday, i'm gonna get my job offer from Soluziona (Meralco IT) for the Junior Consultant position. read my second (or third?) to the last entry. damn! after 3 months of slacking my ass off, i finally land on a job. a job that i like for that matter. ;) career high!!! :D

hahaha. guess i should ready myself for the stress then.. remember training?! it was a work-sleep routine for a week. nonetheless, this would be great. it has gotta be!

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then again... [March 30, 2007 @ 9:01am]
hay. umulit na naman. isang buwang palugit lang pala itatagal ng katinuan ko. multiple personalities nga yata ako.

ewan.

wala naman ako gana magsulat, bakit binuksan buksan ko pa tong LJ na to.
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:) [March 27, 2007 @ 8:12pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | itaktak mo! ]

haha. after a month, nag-update din ako :)

ano bang mga nangyari sa loob ng isang buwan? let's start from my last post. controversial ba. bah, mas controversial ang comment. hehe.

anyways things are back to normal between us, as obvious as it is naman. although medyo big fight yun na nagsimula sa maliit na bagay naman talaga with matching burahan ng testimonial sa friendster (o-ha.) (na naibalik din kasi naka-save naman pala sa PC) and everything.

yung Thailand trip, medyo limot ko na kung ano ginawa namin dun. kumain ng maanghang, magpainit, magpataba, at family bonding, generally. haha. although honestly (sa tingin ko lang ha) a Bohol or Palawan trip could have been better. (never been to those places though). but i didn't say na hindi ako nag-enjoy. i did :)

exactly a month from now ikakasal na ate ko at maid of honor ako. mamayat na kaya ako by then? hahaha. parang ganda kasi mag-gown pag medyo mas payat, di ba? ewan gusto ko kasi yung fit ng dress ko nung grad. eh. kaso. sikip na eh. haha!

btw. yung kantang Way back into love.. from Music and Lyrics ok ba yun kantahin sa reception ng kasal ni ate? i mean ok lang pang-wedding? wala lang. kakanta kasi ako. (naks)

haha. walang kwenta ko magsulat. wala lang.

nabanggit ko rin ba na hindi ako mapakali ngayon. nyaaay. kasi bukas march 28 na. wednesday. anong meron sa wednesday? training results sa Soluziona. hahay!

last week kasi nag Java bootcamp ako sa Soluziona.. yung IT company owned by Meralco. bale sa meralco compound nga yung training. one week. java. haha oo JAVA! ang pinakamamahal kong Java nung college. (insert SARCASM here). pero dahil magandang chance yun, at hindi ko alam pero unang kita ko pa lang sa company eh nagustuhan ko na sya, i took the chance.

wala rin ako ibang prospect na company kasi medyo lie low ako sa paghanap ng work ulit. pero shet naman. sana pumasa ako dun. depressing talaga kung hindi. pangarap ko magtrabaho dun. (haha sucker) pero wala lang. there's something in that company that makes me wanna work there. (sucker!!!). o baka gusto ko kasi yung title na Consultant. basta.

so ayun. 12 kame sa training. 5 mapua, 3 lasalle, 2 ateneo, 1 csb at ako, up. kompetisyon? hehe. hindi ko alam. pero ok naman sila kasama sa training, in fairness. sana lahat kami pumasa :) para mag pay-off yung 5 araw na more than 8hrs a day namin sa compound na yun. bah, di biro maupo sa harap ng PC at magprogram ng ganun katagal ha. mga 7pm na on the average kung umalis kami sa office. masakit na rin kasi sa pwet :) hihihi.

yun lang. wala pa ko madagdag ulit. actually, tinatamad na kasi ako magtype. =)

ill just keep my fingers crossed for tomorrow. eeeeeeek.

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wallow. [February 27, 2007 @ 8:21am]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | ..... ]

as much as i want to tell stories on how bangkok trip was, i just can't. i can barely remember anything good about it. or anything good about anything at all.

No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty room, tears in my eyes
This where the story ends, this is goodbye

Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know, but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you it's the best I can do

Mem'ries, good days, bad days
They'll be with me always
In these old familiar rooms, children would play
Now it's only emptiness, nothing to say

Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know, but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you is the best I can do


Knowing Me, Knowing You by Evan Dando

i know. things went fast. don't ask me. i don't know the answer either.
all i know someone has given up on me.. again.

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post vday dates are the best :) [February 17, 2007 @ 10:28pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | weird al yankovic - white and dirty ]

today went so fast. parang kani-kanina eh kakauwi ko lang. tapos maya-maya, matutulog na ko ulit! haha!

spent last night with marco here in LB (yay!). did a lot! isaw + siomai trip, then went to the UPLB fair (last day was yesterday) then went to LBsq, drank, went to my orgmates, konting chika chika, then went to isis cafe, drank some more. hehe. by almost 4am we called it a night - almost but not quite. hahaha. long story. basta by 6am magkasama kami ulit. hahaha. officially ended our date by 8:30am :)

i missed him. really did. so much! going out with him is just the most fun thing. of course going out with my friends are still fun coz i get to be with them again but things are just different now. we're like living different lives and most of the time i find it hard to cope up. i dunno, i guess my absence (when i had work) kinda made me drift away from them. and most of the time our free time dont match. (i've been free though for the past month haha read:BUM)

am i the only one who's feeling that among us? probably not. i miss you, girls. i really do. i should have exerted more effort to see you girls while i was bumming here in LB though.

anyways. as i was saying, ang bilis ng oras ngayong araw. i have to hit the sack early tonight coz we're leaving tomorrow for Thailand!

Bangkok, here we come ;)

my dad, ate and kams are already there after lunch today, though. we have separate flights. pamahiin yata na pag isang pamilya ang sasakay sa airplane, magkahiwalay. last year when we went to Hongkong, ako+dad+ate then mom+kams. ngayon, swap kame ni kams... so yun. wednesday sila uwi and kami ng mommy ko, thursday. hmmmmmm i wonder if it's gonna be fun there :)

i'm gonna miss my sweetie even more though. :( ang mahal ng text! 25/msg. sheesh. at 80/min ang call. damn!

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hearts! :) [February 14, 2007 @ 12:50pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | zzzzzzzz ]

aww. hearts are everywhere. happy valentines, y'all.

too bad i'm gonna have to spend today alone. sick. =\

this distance is killing me. it's tiring yet i'm starting to get used to it. not a bad thing though, coz now every hour spent with him is comparable to nothing at all. i love the feeling of looking forward to something. in my case, it's seeing him by the end of the week. :)

i'm toooo lazy to go out. some of my orgmates (i only have a few friends there, though) are texting me to come join them at the fair but aside from the fact that my cough's giving me a hard time, i'm just reeaaalllly lazy. damn! i rant about being a bum but that's actually where i'm good at. hahaha. is there a way i can get paid for this?

haven't even worked on my license replacement and TOR as well. i'm doing a great job on this! really!

i ran out of dvd's to watch. it's. time. to. move. my. ass!

Have A Happy Day of Loving! =)

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matalino ba ako? [February 13, 2007 @ 1:19pm]
[ music | -- ]

Testriffic IQ test


the blog needed color.. so there :)
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professional bum [February 12, 2007 @ 1:54pm]
[ music | Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful ]

monday madness! start of the week na naman. affected ako? nah. i'm still slacking my ass off. everyday's just the same. hihi.

anyway. last sat night marco and i went out here sa LB. empty na naman mga bars. or mali lang talaga ako ng labas lagi? anyway, who needs people. the important thing was i was with him. hehe. so we drank and ate at drank some more til around 3am. walked around uplb campus after and alongside are some funny tricks haha.

we saw two falling stars! yay.

walked even more and by 6am he was on his way back to QC. and i was heading home.

pretty romantic/fun night, i can say :D

oh oh. btw, ate's got a surprise for us. well, for them. haha. i already know. ;) i'm exxxxcited!

UPLB Feb Fair 2007 starts today. Not that I'm looking forward to it that much. ehe..

and what else?

hmm. 6 days to go til I say hi to Bangkok! :)

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lb night [February 10, 2007 @ 9:25pm]
[ music | some cheesy love song. ]

..with sweetie. hehehe. yay i was able to persuade him to come here tonight. he's still on his way though. and i'll just fetch him at the bus stop.

yay. at least we still have a pre-valentine's date.

:D

btw ive been searching for stuff about "motomodding" on the net.. suddenly hindi ako mapakali na hindi ko macustomize yung phone. but due to the oldskool dial up connection (na relatively mabilis naman..50mb in 3hrs no bad?) eh hirap ako magdownload ng tools and firmwares.

hehe. wala lang. share ko lang. :)

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drop. [February 09, 2007 @ 4:15pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | zilch. ]

change of plans. will be staying home instead. too tamad to go with them and car's full. soooo, hell-oh prison break.

unless the TARA LETS song would have an effect on him. hahahaha. toodles!

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naks. [February 09, 2007 @ 12:23am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | radiohead - paranoid android ]

naks! may update na naman ako. hahaha.
so there. went to heart center kanina. bus nga lang, at dame bitbit.

haaaay. i miss driving :(

anyways. so we got there. dapat alis na ko agad pero had to assist the "kids" (mga lola haha) kawawa naman kung hahayaan ko lang. aba aba. at nagmistula akong nurse! taga-pakain ng pasyente. hehe. hmmm, u think i'd get moolah with what i did? hahaha. shet. bad thoughts!

then left the hosp and went straight to marco's. haha. galing ko sumakay ng jeep sa heart center ha. took the risk (hindi kasi ako familiar sa jeeps sa QC) at voila! guess san ako bumaba? sa tapat mismo ng condo!

good job kavevot!

then yun. spent uh.. mga 5 hours with him, slept ate and stuff. haha nagkasya sa 5 oras na yun ung mga favorite activities namin. so at least hindi lumagpas ng 1 week na di kame magkasama. hopefully id get to drag him here sa fair next week.

got home around 10. bihis. online. mejo antok, barely got sleep last night. namimiss ko na prison break. tsaka veronica mars na hindi ko natapos kasi ayaw magplay sa player. sana may entourage season 4 na rin. hehe.

bukas balik QC na naman. wake ng kamag-anak somewhere in sikatuna.. may she rest in peace.
hmm. isang tryc lang yun sa condo. hehe. kidding.

medyo naeexcite na rin pala ako sa bangkok tour.. sana makasakay ako ng elephant! hahaha:)

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hmm. [February 08, 2007 @ 12:23am]
[ music | sleepy ]

hmm. i still can't find that file (my journal entry). and im too lazy to type a new one (that long.) so ill just keep looking til i find it.. haha. search function isn't even useful coz i dunno what the filename is.

hahaha. hmm. baka naman nabura na. hmm. no biggie. nasasayangan lang ako sa mga ni-type ko dun.

anyway. ill accompany my lola tomorrow sa heart center coz her sister's hubby (lolo fred)'s gonna undergo a heart operation. angioplasty? i think. God bless him.

then i guess ill see marco after bringing my lola there unless she'd ask me to stay.

medyo inaantok ako. obvious ba? oh by the way, i know it's becoming a cliche pero scofield got me hooked. well not just scofield. linc, sucre, and the gang as well. waaa. i love prison break! literally got me stuck on the couch 12 hours straight for 2 days.

kaso, yung 2nd season, hindi kumpleto. hmpf.

anyway. wala pa rin ako trabaho. haaaaaay. pero, choice ko na rin naman. and it was my mom's suggestion. magpakabum daw muna ako. soooo. here i am! feb 18's nearing na though. medyo naeexcite na rin ako mag-say hi to bangkok! hehehe. blab later.. log out na ko in a few.

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hay... [February 07, 2007 @ 3:34pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | counting down the days - natalie imbruglia ]

meron akong mahabang blog entry na naka-save sa notepad pero hindi ko mahanap yung file. hahanapin ko muna then ipopost ko dito kahit may pagka delayed na yung entry.

for the meantime, eto muna..


You were right
And I don’t wanna be here
If your gonna be there
Was that supposed to happen

I’ll hold tight
I’ll remember to smile
Though it has been a while
And without you does it matter

There’s no room
No place to start
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I’m counting down the days

How’ve you been
It’s just the usual here
And days are feeling like years
And every days without you

Now I cry
Just a little too much
When I think of your touch
And everything about you

I feel cold
I’m in the dark
When our souls are apart

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here

I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I’m counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I’m counting down the days

I’m counting down the days
I’m counting down the days

I’m gonna be your surprise
I’m gonna hold you so tight


-Counting Down the Days by Natalie Imbruglia

hay. it speaks of my exact feelings right now. =(

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I LOST MY PHONE... [December 15, 2006 @ 10:55am]
[ mood | but happy at the same time =) ]
[ music | itchy worms - akin ka na lang ]

anyone with a good heart (hey, it's Christmas) who wants to give me a new one? :D

huhu. sad. i just got that 3 weeks ago for myself. katas yun ng puyat ko sa work ha.. hay. gusto ko pa man din yun phone na yun kasi walkman phone sha and pag nagbbyahe ako gusto ko lang nakikinig ng music. hmm. and i was planning to replace the songs in it ha. nagtampo ata sa kin. kasi sabi ko the other day, ibebenta ko sha and i'm gonna get a better one.

now i realized, i never really wanted something else. =(

siguro it's His way of showing me na i do take things for granted and na i don't appreciate things (i don't mean to, though) and it takes so much for me to feel content.

Lesson learned! :)

now i know better. and! i have a lot to be thankful pa rin naman. my family (na kahit ayaw ako ibili ng bagong phone.. kidding), my changs ang friends, and of course, my loving boyfriend. hehehe.

i dragged marco to lb last night, it was his idea though, and good thing naabutan namin ang 8pm trip from cubao :) got in LB around 10pm, met up with sel, len and jason, gen and eldon and johndee sa LBsq. after 2 beers, punta na kame sa IC's bar, where it's happenin, man! hahaha. dameng tao. studyante galore! usok to the max. aahhh. (and that's where i lost my phone..argh let it go kavie). had 3 ata o 4 bottles dun. nood kame ng show. hahaha. hot girls on the loose.. sige lang sweetie. nood ka lang. haha. selos daw sha coz may nakita namin at lumapit sa table namin this guy who was kind of ano.. basta past is past, you get the story - anyway. sabi ko na lang. walang dapat pagselosan, dahil wala naman talaga dapat pagselosan :) and i was glad na natawa sha k jacob, haha, kulit kasi ni jacob! hahaha. and madalas ko na sha nakwento kay marco, like pag lumalabas ako kung sino kasama kong guy friends.. and wala lang, guess im just really glad na he had fun there. and na i kind of shared an LB part of me with him... left the place around.. 3am. funny thing is, i discovered na i lost my phone, mga 8am na. antanga ko rin naman, ano?! hindi ko na kasi nilabas yun nung umalis kame, nasa bag lang sha all those time. nag 7-11 pa nga kame after! anyway. enough with the fone.. sigh na lang ako. :( so yun. kain. then uwe (uwe?!) haha. o basta.

next stop - resorts and bahay ni Jose Rizal naman! hahahaha. or probably iaakyat ko sha sa bundok ;)

haven't had that much sleep yet. i guess tutulog ako nito after eating lunch..

hmmm. and magtataka ako kung bakit ang salubong nila sa kin was... "ang taba mo kavie!"

hahahaha. ok, sweetie, no more whining moments. aaaaah uuum! ;)

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half day [December 10, 2006 @ 8:12am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | nadda ]

halfday ako ngayon sa work due to some reasons i really don't want to post here.
let's just put it this way - i didn't catch the last trip to cubao (came from LB).

=\ /= =\ /= =\

anyway. got here at past 1 am. 1:30 i think. 2nd half of my shift starts at 4am so i had like 2 hours. tried to get some sleep sa 5th floor but i wasn't too sleepy then (i was tired. tired and sleepy don't always come together.) went downstairs around 3:30am to meet up with marco and voila! sinalubong ako ni Oz. (team manager ko)

Huli! hahahaha :)

that's pretty much it. napakasaglit ng uwi ko sa LB. i stayed home for not more than 24 hours. went straight to my sister to pick her up Friday night. got in LB around 11pm na. o diba. at least umuwi ako! and then. yun. hinatak ko sya sa bar. met up with some of my friends there. i let her dance. i didn't want to, though may ibang makulit na pinapasayaw ako. jusko, i was on shorts and jacket then tas sasayaw ako? hahaha. muka yata akong sira nun, plus i wasn't in the mood. so i just let kamille dance while i sat with predo, ige sa may audio. sinagot pa ni kams inom ko! haha. may napulot pa nga syang 100 sa CR eh.

yes! :)

then si abu dumating. days before tinetext nya ko and was telling me break na sila ng gf nya. so there, he told me the story. tsk tsk. ang hirap talaga pag ibang level na yung pinagaawayan ng couples. babae/lalake.. tolerable? ewan. pero money? err. no. mahirap ata yun. and i think pag umabot na sa ganun yung away, you really must be serious with each other na. or ewan. i have so much to learn, i guess.

anyways. yun. sumunod si sel for a while. uuuyyy bat kaya? pero left din after 2 hrs or less ata. kasi may interview sha the next morning. hay. i miss you, chang. and lahat kayo. kung alam nyo lang... and i really feel like i'm sooo lost sa circle.

sucks for me.

got home around...3am? sarap maginom and kakabitin pero antok na si kamille and wala na din ako cash then. and take note, gising na ko ng 6am. inantok na lang ako ulit nung mga 1pm na..

anyway. yesterday wasn't so good. ang hirap magdetalye. bad.. then good.. then bad again.. hehehe. but then again everything is ok now. ahhhhhhhh. ang hirap magblog. hahaha. kakatamad magtype =)

pero seriously, blogging is uh.. hard to do. see. im just filling up this white space. harhar! out na ko. see you tonight.

was going through my friends' blogs a while ago..
landed on a title "i wish i knew how to quit you"
hmmmm. brokeback mountain.
haha so gay yet so sweet.
or probably it's the line.


ganda noh?

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happy chrismukkah! [December 02, 2006 @ 6:20am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | rumblings on the floor ]

23 days before Christmas.
boy, time flies so so fast!
pasko na in a few weeks.

i don't feel the spirit of it, though.
hmpf, haven't been feeling it for the past few years din naman.
siguro Christmas is really just for kids.
but then again, Happy Christmas to y'all! =)

anyway.. haha. i'm ere sa office and my shift isn't over yet.
i'm just avoiding calls by listening to a transferred call.
harhar.
maraming salamat sa MSN partners support sa mahabang paghihintay bago matransfer at sa napakagaling na accent (ang sama ko) na lalong nagpapatagal ng tawag nila dahil hindi sila nagkakaintindihan ng mga kano :)

hahaha! sorry qwest, i deserve a break. hahaha!

xmas party kanina ng qwest before shift namen. napaka-walang-kwenta. sama ng food. liit ng place. tapos may trabaho pa pagkatapos... pero syempre hindi muna kame pumasok agad. login lang sa database tapos late sa avaya. hihihi. sus, mas matindi pa nga ung ibang late login ko sa kanina. kung hindi lang double pay yun eh... hinde. hinde. hindi na ako maga-awol. kamusta naman. 1 dosena na ata awol ko. at wala pa kong 6months. soooooooo sinong terminated sa january? hihihi. kakapanghinayang, pero wala eh, tamad ata ako talaga. pero kung mareregular, eh di mabuti.. swerte! go go go :)

parang walang kwenta tong mga pinagsususulat ko. hahahaha. kakatamad kasi eh.. ayoko pa ibaba yung tawag. mahuli na ang mahuli. bahala na si batman! basta kelangan pumasok sa mga huling araw.. dahil kelangan ng sweldo.. go for the 12k.. hehe asa :P ok ok.. 10. :))

grabe tong cut off na to. kung hindi ako aabsent sa next few days (dapat naman talaga hindi na noh) 14 days akong pumasok. na dapat ay 10 lang or 11. lagari na! hapitan na! perahan na! joke lang :) and dahil nabago sked ko next week (pareho kame ng sked ni sweetie for the firstest first time!) eh nawala ang monday rest day ko. hahay. see you next week LB!

hahaha. 47 mins and counting na ko pumepetiks dito at nakikinig lang sa call. i am such a bad employee. lav u sykes! :D

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waw! [November 27, 2006 @ 4:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | zilch ]

oh, wow.
how in the world did i get here again?!
easy, duh.
bored ako eh.

anyway, come to think of it, sobrang tagal ko nang hindi naguupdate. at sobra, as in sobrang dame na nangyari. from being baliw, to being normal, back to being baliw, at right now back to being normal again.

vicious cycle, as what i've said.

same old story? well, that we don't know. the ending might be different this time. :D

a drop of kwento of what happened the past few weeks?

loss of drive sa work. eventually led to loss of drive sa min ni marco. nag-amok. nagtampo, nagsungit. naghanap ng butas para makawala. sabay problema sa bahay. waw, i've never felt that bothered and really, as in really affected sa problema ng nanay at tatay ko. guess it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. just the thought na nagkakagulo sa bahay tapos wala ako para suportahan nanay at kapatid ko, it did break my heart. literally broke down. which led to lalong loss of drive sa min ni marco. (at lalong walang gana sa trabaho.) sweetie, i was so so so stupid to have taken you for granted. not to appreciate stuff you did, things you said... that led to something else almost as stupid that caused me to call it off with him (uh, just for a day).

but now we're back together because he never gave up on me kahit na ako ang pinakabaliw na tao sa mundo. :D

and for that, i'm much much better. much much stronger. and much much more in love with him, and of course, with life.

i'm still missing a lot though.
my friends here in LB. (changs.. :c) and my family (hoy, umuwi ako pero wala na namang tao sa bahay, ano ba?).

as for everything else, they're all good good good!

life is good. c'mon let's celebrate :D 28 days before Christmas! woopeee!

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... [November 13, 2006 @ 6:06pm]
[ music | stupid rain ]

ever wonder why things go in a vicious cycle?

it's just the same old fucking story

isn't it?

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